i'm tired

i'm fighting a losing battle...

is it possible to win?

ya Allah...kuatkanlah semangat hambaMu ini T_T

gedegang.....kiokkkkk

ohh pagi td bangun agak lmbat..then keluar rumah around 730am..itu kire lmbat laa yek...laenlaa rumah ngan tempat keje 5 minit jek (7 minit cmpur traffic light...oooopssss)

keluar dri simpang taman rumah aku...biaselaa keluar simpang kan kene press minyak lebih sket...pastu adelaaa 2-3 ekor anjing tepi jalan...anjing pertama tue paham laa die lalu tepi jalan jek..tp anjing kedua tue dok menonong jek lintas jalan x tgok kiri kanan..haishhh...so aku pon ape lagi..break laa jugak...tp break pon, still gedeganggg....bunyik langgar anjing tue...rasenye area kepala n abdomen anjing tue terkena kot...adehhh...aku tgok dri cermin kereta, anjing tue elok jek berdiri tepi jalan..gagah...ohh ok, so anjing tue still selamat....fuhhhhh

pastu teringat, td naik kereta x bace doa T_T

smpai kt parking, tgok depan kereta xde ape2 pon...nasib baik...tp kenelaar plak balik ni cri tanah nak samak

ok dh puas bergolek kebosanan kt office, keje dtg sedikit demi sedikit...now ade projek besar!!!!

pasal Climate Change & Sustainability (CC&S).... jgan ingat iklim dunia jek berubah...company and big firm pon kene berubah ikut persekitaran....antara kelebihan CC&S ni adalah:

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- enhance processes - grow revenue - manage risk - strengthen reporting - optimize costs - spur innivation

isnin yg ting tong

mcm biasa, pagi td baru nak balik dri muar...tp kali ni lewat giler...pukul 5am baru terjaga...letak alarm 345am & 4am pon x sedar..nasib jam dinding tue rosak bunyi kol 5am (biasenye mula bunyi kol 6am), campur panggilan mak ayah aku dri depan..baru laa terpisat2 bangun...aiyoooma, biasenye kol 4-430am aku dh gerak dri muar...adehhh

so bersiap sup sap, kol 530am baru vroom vroom dri muar, meredah kesunyian pagi...singgah subuh kt ayer keroh

pastu smpai area port dickson-nilai hujan lebat giler, kilat semua...pastu ade accident, kereta terbabas masuk longkang lalu terbalik...rasenye baru berlaku a few minutes...trus aku slow bawak kereta T_T...

masuk office dekat2 kol 9am..campur jam dkat plaza tol damansara..@_@

time lunch, mike kate muke aku nmpak serabai...yelaaa bangun lambat etc..hehe

ohh mase pagi tue, aku abeskan beberape details pasal pakistan thingy..since last week kene buat research pasal malaysian investment in pakistan..kene dptkan figure etc...cri kat online, data memg bercmpur...dh siap actually, cume data utk 2010 tue mcm xde...aku nak crik investment figure, yg berlmbak trading figure...ohh trading and investment laen ye tuan2 & puan2...so pagi td, dh fed up sgat dgan google etc..so aku pon terpk nak call MITI (ministry of international trade & industry)

called miti, diorg suruh aku call matrade (malaysian external trade development corporation)..bile call matrade, diorg kate diorg deal dgan bab2 trade (perdagangan) jek, kalo nak investment (pelaburan) figure, sile call mida (malaysian industrial development authority)..ok fine, aku pon call mida...bile called mida, mida ckap diorg hanye ade data investment luar ke malaysia, data utk malaysian investment ke luar xde...then diorg suggest aku call pakistan embassy...erk??!!!!!!!!

pk punye pk, oklaaa pilihan terakhir....call pakistan embassy...mule2 operator bla2...please press 1 for english...press 2 for urdhu

then aku pilih ckap dgan operator...aku bla2..diorg ckap ok, diorg akan smbungkan talian...pastu ade sorang laki jawab...aku pon explain...hi i'm mahathir..i'm calling from **** malaysia..currently i'm doing research on malaysian investment bla2 and looking for...

pastu korang tau die jawab ape?

what is this all about? visa or passport? aku pon mcm erk...explain lagi...

visa or passport? VISA or PASSPORT?

aku punyelaa fed up td tahan gelak jek...wakakakaka then orang tue ckap die akan sambungkan ke bahagian laen..aku dh x tahan nak gelak terus letak telepon...adeyhhhh

bdak2 laen pon gelak jugak

then ade lagi satu nombor, terus ke press division pakistan embassy..so aku pon cube call talian tue...wahhhhhh sgat friendly itu orang...die kate ok die akan cari...give him 5 minutes, pastu call later..so 5 minutes later, aku called, dh dpt data2 tue....woooottt wooottt...orang tue siap gelak2 sempoi lagi...

pastu aku call lagi sebab ade beberapa data yg x clear...siap discuss dgan orang tue kenape investment figure ke pakistan makin menurun etc...

ok now kepala dh ting tong...nak tggu masa balik jek, kerja pon xde...time ade kerja, smpai x boleh bernafas..smpai kene stay kt office till 10pm (contoh pekerja berdedikasi), kdg2 stay up kt rumah buat keje...mcm buat assignment time study plak...tapi time xde keje, bergolek2 kebosanan...now dh malas nak mintak keje..nanti ade jek bnde yg x kena...so better senyap jek buat2 rajen...hehe

VISA or PASSPORT??!!!!